Sec 4 The Next Stepping Stone...

Finally, Our life as secondary students have come to an end... But not our friendship that we have made throughout the years. It is with no doubt that its a painful thing to leave our friends, teachers and everything we hold dear in our school. Secondary sch life will no doubt carry the happiest part in our lives. Happiness, sadness both are part n parcel of our lives, something that all of us have gone through throughout this 4 years... Even though we always complain about the school, about the air-con, the food, the toilets, the whatever stuff we see crap, the moment when we leave this place, we will all have sorrows in our hearts, be it little or a lot. 75% of our life this 4 years have been in this sch, and it is this school that we can call our 'Home'. Its a routine everyday to go to school, to study, to play, to talk with each other. To rejoice on the dismissal on Friday, to drag our feet to school with the Monday blues. But in this 'routine', nothing really identical happens again and again. Everything is different day to day. But what never changed even up till now is the bonds we forged, the memories we made. I have to say honestly, that the thought of leaving this place was a 'relief'. But at the very last hours, minutes, seconds im stepping on the grounds of HSC, I do feel a sense of belonging. Something I believe everyone felt. I guess shedding a tear or two would be only normal, right?? Well, however distant we are, we make up with our always close friendship. The constant bickering with the few people, I say, with sincerity, a real "Goodbye" upon leaving them. Though in a week's time, I'd probably see them again, it would never be the same as before, for we will be fighting the enemy, OUR common enemy, the O's... So I wish everybody taking the O's all the best, and those who aren't, JiaYou in everything they do. A girl, a guy, I would hug with much warmth saying, 'thank you' to them. For without them, we wouldn't be who we are right now. Do not forget about me, as I will not forget about all of you. If ever, the memory of us should blur, the photos we've taken shall refresh our mind. Thank You all, my friends, my teachers, my family... for your time, your patience, your part in my life... Goodbye, as a student, always a friend, De Pwnager

Olevel Chinese Results..

Today was the release Of the olevel chinese... B3 merit... Seriously, M?? Is that all that im capable of?? My oral sux so much?? Even christopher got distinction... I really cnt find any excuse to even cover up this crap. Merit?? I really wonder what ive been doin all this time... Waste of time... What to do..? Merit, B3. A1 is so far away... How do i grab hold of it now... I cant... I really doubt taking 1 more time will help at all... And i dun even noe why i am gonna take it again... Is this whats gonna happen to all my other subjects??? It hurts soo much more than i thought it would. I never, in the 1st place, even thought that it would matter to me at all... Who knew..? Anger... Blame no one but myself... Hitting the wall, the concrete basin, all till my knuckles bleed and sore... Still its not a fraction of the pain i feel inside... The boiling water is but a small sting compared to this boot to the face... I guess ive really been wasting my time... No more.... I will not let my own selfish ego take control of my life... To think that sec 2 wasnt hard enuf a punch... Starting now i WILL take my life seriously, as everyday is my last... No more procrastination!! I will put down this selfish ego to sleep permanently.. Still, a changed ex-convict has to serve his time, i will serve mine... I will put myself through the day with 1 meal, when i return home. I wont eat on school or anywhere outside. I will attend every night class this day forth. A small punishment, only myself to blame... I WILL NOT LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN!! End and Start of Frederick, De Pwnager

Close To The End Of February

Time really do fly... It'll be March in a matter of days... How fast time really flies when we arent aware of it. Its been close to 2 weeks since I last posted. & here we go.. Monday, with a good start to it through PE 2.4km run. This run was much different from the other previous runs. I've learnt something valuable in this particular run. I've always been running 'wrongly'... Though theres not really a correct or wrong way, I picked up a tip in my race against Christina. As I was trying to be in the lead, I used the tip of my feet instead of my usual-- whole foot  on the ground. Its really quite effective... Able to run much faster over a longer period of time, losing less energy compared to previously... However, maybe abit too late to realise that now... Hopefully, theres a re-run for 2.4. Only then will I truly be able to test the result of this theory... 1st time in my life I wanted to run 2.4km...

Next, assembly after recess was rather entertaining... No teachers, everybody making so much noise. Then, I've heard that Elton fought with Xiao Bai, reason is undefined. & to scared Xi En and Samantha more than once... Thats really quite fun xD Math test on circular properties was rather disappointing... Last 2nd qn, apparently Ms Lim had explained it on the board exactly before the start of the test, and I dint know. Must be not paying attention... :/ 1st page lost 3marks... Total of 6 marks gone... D=

Theres a Mac offer for Mc Spicy meal, with the Mc Spicy burger being $2.90 only!!! With my $5, I could probably buy another, but I saved it to buy stickies for her, though its still not sufficient. Had to borrow from Shawn. Went back to school to do a little reading till like 6 cos of her CCA... == Returned to Downtown East to grab some dessert which she treated me... =DD Luckily for me, I dint buy another burger, cos I wun be able to get the stickies or stuff the dessert down. The wait for bus 21 was epic long... 3 Service 89 past and then did it finally arrive... Then went home liao..

Back at home, cos of me talking over the phone, lao bu kpkb for fck. Knn make so much noise. Pcb say I simi cannot concentrate. Fcking hell la, limpeh cnt concentrate meh?? Im living in the 21st century where multi-tasking can be seen EVERYWHERE! Lj olden days cannot study and do something else at the same time meh?? Worse part of all, she had to put up with all those shyt and listen to my crap... Sorry!! >.<" But cos of that, she shared some of her experiences and stuff wif me... Deep enough to be considered deep... Its rare to have people tell me this kinda stuff to me, and they expect me to keep it secret. Ofc I can keep them at the back of my brain, but I dint think anyone would ever trust me enough to tell any kinda 'secrets'. Thats rather surprising... A pleasant surprise. So I guess the days really not bad after all =) Probably a good end to this month. Oh, btw THERES CHEM SPA TMR!!! SHLD BE ASLEEP BE NOW!!! FCK!!!!!!

Thanks Xiao Li =D

Pleasant Memories,
De Pwnager

Happy Belated Valentines Day!!!

Valentine's Day!!! Wasnt able to upload this post cos im too tired.... So im here to wish all a happy valentines, single or not... Thats what I received for valentines---->
Many thanks to all who gave me anything for valentines! Cya

Love's In The Air
De Pwnager

A New Month, So It Shall Begin With Some Immature Ducklings...

This short post shall be a quick update on the previous few days. It begins on 1st feb wed. Crazy ass bunch of dicks think they're almighty, even hit people... Wow, fragile insides I must assume... Cant take some crap of the internet... Pathetic... To think they even stop when I shouted at them, quite an obedient bunch, tho, not my taste. Fcked up hair looks like they havnt bathe since 1999... A warning to all, if anyone does try anything funny... and physical, I may just have to resort to it... Stay smart and dun even try to think of using ur fists. Dumb retain fck, Beat the fck out of ur face, if I could torture you, ur hair will suffer 1st, burn it 1 strand at a time. Every time this kinda thing happens, my blood cnt help but get excited... Makes me tingle all over...

So now, valentines is getting closer and closer by the day. Our class plan to send a valentines letter to Christopher to di siao him... Hope thats fun =D

Back To Work
De Pwnager

Last Day Of Feb!!!

Wow, lots happened last week... But I shall speak of the most memorable day... Friday... Games day on Friday... Quite Fun... Or rather, the most fun day since the start of sch as a sec 4... Im in tchoukball!!! The... Runner Up of the whole game... A total number of 4 or 5 games played on Friday... Im in 2 of that. 4e3 played with 4e1, 5n1, 4e2, 4e4 and 1 other class if im not wrong... The weather was totally fcked up... Rain, then stop... Then rain again, then stop... Fortunately, managed to finish the game... My team consists of Me, Stanley, Jeremiah, Jacob, Xi En and Terence（reserve). Mofo pathetic Lew-ser say 'have fever, cant go sch'. What lame excuse == I've been through fever and still go school... What a weak body... So talking abt Xi En, she did play fairly well against other classes till we played against 4e4. Lolz, I think she conspire with Coster so we lose sia... Bleh~~ Didnt do much to play... Was totally like a 5v6 game. We would've won if wasnt for the extra time... We were really close... SOOOO CLOSE!!! 1 point away from winning! But Stanley miss aim, and drop the ball.. Lost the game with a 13-14 or 14-15 score... Wadeva la, to me its just a game, was important is dat we have fun =D Im not sure about the others but I can say 4 sure dat I did have fun xDD Sadly, had a random gastric pain suddenly when in the 2 games in im... Pui! But alas, I preserved!! Not like a certain Lew-ser... Cnt say its all cos of HER fault cos im quite sure dat I did drop the ball a few times... She did reasonably well in the previous matches... Well, its not the score thats important =D

Also, Ms Iris Chua came to attend the games day, though she just sat there... I think she there to support me!! xDD LOL In any case, I dun get why people like TXE so paiseh... Like no big deal lo... The more u try to avoid it, the more you'll be bombarded... Face it and nothing goes wrong...

I also managed to watch a few matches for handball, 1 from our class... Lol, Our class handball quite a letdown, but still, im sure they did their best... ( That better be the case) Even so, it was quite hiong... all the passing and chionging. Exciting... Still, I have to congratulate the soccer team for making it to the semis as well, I AM sure they did their best =D

So, back to whats happening now... 31st January, a month passes so quickly... Even faster for February... Must really buck up... O's coming. Heavy rain today... Hopefully PE tmr is interesting... Happy Birthday to Shi Ting (yesterday) and Aldric (today). Both probably wun c dis but yea, I did wish them happy bdae, so its de thought that counts right?? xDD Tmr's a wed, I'd probably be watching 'We Not Naughty'... Ok, time to go back to work, tons of work today and even more in the future!!! Gtg, cya!

Work Work Work!!!
De Pwnager

3rd Week Of School?? I Guess

An update on 2day's or this weeks events. I shall start wif 2day.... Nothing special in the morning, went to sch early as usual, since its a wednesday. Slacked around near the PE store as usual... Started off pretty well actually, english.. Then our vice principal came in and gave us a pep talk, all the sec 4 o'levels bullshyt. Also, it seems that Xi En has already figured me out sooner than I expected. Basically, I impersonated Stanley when she told me that she lost her contacts, or so she claimed. I gave out quite alot of hints, giving myself away. But never did I know that she knew that long ago. I would expect her to expose me immediately after she know the truth but that dint seem to be the case. Only till 2day that she exposed it... All thanks to none other than Stanley... Bullshyt, go tell her that its me... If not I wud have had some fun... No matter, just a small prank that went off, nothing special...

Back to the topic! Had PE and ran around school (obviously cutting lots along the way) twice. Felt... Good?? I dun get the feeling at all. Height and weight... maintained at **kg since the dec hols... Theres also the house meeting for the upcoming sports carnival... Dam was that interesting... Me + some others keep sabo chirstopher, make him sibei agitated... & also, need some cheerleading crap... Everyone was ' if u go then i go' Like wtf only... So hum for what... Last year in HSC still so paiseh, like big only meh... In the end, Coey & Christina went up 1st, followed by syafiq n aqil... Cant lose to gurls so I went up xDD Shawn Ng oso... Lol, when I say I mean it, I mean it... Sometimes, people just dun take me seriously.... Just cos I bullshyt alot they think I never get serious... Roflmao... Whatever, so lots of crap just started to roll in after that... Lunch was reduced to just 15mins or so cos of bo liao assembly... Talk about China trip, then Gng come in talk more nonsense... Waste time nia.

Almost forgot... the interesting part of the house meeting did not end there. We were given 4 sports, the regular few all went for tchoukball + ben and caveman. We all say that both of them surely will hug ball so Stanley sibei gl, so snatch the paper and put or names 1st... Then we also need 5 aside, so he put all the last 5 boxes below as 'reserves' LOL!!! Came to a decision, that we should take turns... Lol, like kid only... xDD

Maths lesson... E maths 9/30 A maths 11/30... I Could Have At Least Passed Both Papers If I Wasnt So Careless!!!! FCK IT!!!!! I got most of the shyt there but forgot to put '-' or change whatever crap... ZZZZ So wasted... At least I know where I went wrong, so I wun make the same crap again, thats whats count =DD Physics.... suppose to end at 3.30 but in the end dragged till 4.30... Fck tired & hungry... dint eat for the whole day... Went through some SPA worksheet, get all the main points and stuff... THEN STALKED KEZIA!!! xDDD Followed her to the lounge area outside staff room where she TRIED to do her work... My presence is imba... Always a distraction =D Aim my camera at her, make her so >.<'' haha I did take a picture that I intend to post on fb 1st... I wanna make a storyline of some sort based on the photos I'd taken... xD Should be fun... Then also, got to trick her somehow... 2 bus stops, one directly outside school and another at DTE. I need to go to the one at DTE so purposely, I said that I go home by the bus stop outside sch. Wanting to shake me off, she went the other direction =DD ** So Predictable.... xDDD Conclusion!! I regard it as she accompany me rather than me accompany her LOL

Its late now, so I shall end of here and carry on some other time... Still have physics to revise... Btw, I FINALLY GET THE FEEL OF TRIGO!!!!!! WAKAKAKAKA FEELS SO GOOD... Better than understanding alpha, beta topic when I 1st touch on it... =DD

Physics Test,
De Pwnager

Using Handphone Rite Now!! =D

JUST A QUICK UPDATE, NT GD USING HP COZ CNT C WAD IM TYPING! MEANING IM BLIND TXWPING N ALL DE WORDS ARE IN CAPS

1st Day of 2nd Week Of School + GCE O'levels Result Day

So this is officially the 2nd week of sch... The pace is beginning to pick up... Most obvious in maths... To start things off, im quite sure that things will get alot faster than now in a few more weeks, or even days... Im ready for it!! Bring it on babe!!! Chi cher, I have no idea who its gonna be due to the constant changes. Other subjects pretty much the same as the previous year, except I expect it to go dam fast soon... School will end at 3.30 everyday except wed 2pm and Friday 12.30pm. I suppose going home later.... Sooo much later is really no big deal in this year. With added chi class on SAT 8-10 every week. No complaints... ( My Ass...) Doesnt matter, wif or w/o complaints, life goes on in this routine.

Back to the main topic, today is the GCE O'levels result day. I assume everyone of the ex sec4/ 5 in our sch was present. There were of course those who did well... 8 Distinctions.... Fck hell, I hav no idea how they are able to do that. However, looking at the overall result of the school, 17 points.... Thats really kindda crappy. Im not saying im able to do better, but compared to the national score... going to a gd JC is off the list... Saw that most of the % passes of Express & NA are higher than the national standard. Maybe I shldnt use most... SOME is more appropriate. % of distinctions, as I expected... crappy... Some subjects dint even make it to have one distinction... Lol thats sad... Basically, the score for this year is crappy... & from the statistics, the score had been rolling downhill... The pressure is on to us sec4 2012...

Speaking of pressure, the Higher MT students that took O'level MT last year had also much pressure to feel... Saw some ppl who cried cos of unsatisfactory results... (I shalln't mention who) EXCEPT STANLEY!!!!!! xDDDD B3!!!! So, these few people, some I didnt talk to have the idea of dropping HMT dis year... I myself would find it quite a waste... Studying 3 years, just for this final year and giving up the very last minute bcos of some setback. Isnt that quite dumb??? Waste of time, effort, you name it... If I were them, I wouldnt do such a thing. Letting a minor setback get in ur way of ur ultimate goal... Lol... so short-sighted??? Try getting some specs... U can try contact lens too... there quite the trend now... Since i myself isnt taking the paper, i shall not drag anymore on that subject... Which comes back to this... ''You Reap What You Sow''.. If you really did put in effort and results werent as good as you expected them to be, you will have to buck up and give urself a break... Maybe its cos of bad muck??? Who says luck never goes into play??? 80% hard work, 20% luck... If you have none of the 20%, enough to make you drop a few grades... Ur probably at a disadvantage.. who to blame??? No one... To those who did not put in much effort, less bullshyt dis time... '' You had it coming...''

Well, whats done cannot be undone... we can only look forward to the future and learn from our mistakes... Theres still time to make the changes... But time is not a luxury, not just this year, but everyday... I've seen this quote about sth sth past, then sth sth future, thats why today is called present or some bullshyt like this... This present, did you make good use of it?? Tears will most definitely roll down faces every year, but for what reason, there can only be 2... Tears of joy, or tears of sadness... you choose...

Well, looking at this post, u might probably think that im saying like im some godly saint or sage... No, this also refers to me as well... Thats y i'll buck up and give 200% to my work... No need to prove to anyone, cos, I WILL PROVE IT TO MYSELF! & thats my goal... I do not need any1 to believe in me, as long as I believe in myself, thats good enough for me as a student, as a person... SO PEOPLE!!! TO THOSE WHO READS MY BLOG & THIS POST!!!! REMEMBER TO CLAP UR HANDS LOUDLY NEXT YEAR AROUND THIS TIME AS I WILL BE THE TOP 10 UP ON STAGE!!!! Time to sleep, to start a fresh new day later! Cya!

Prove To Myself,
De Pwnager

Happy 2012!!!

Its a New Year!!!! I havnt touch this blog since the sch hols... & as i have promised, I will make a post to revive dis dead place. So yea, 2011 have flown by the fastest by far, pretty much a blink of an eye... I can still remember the 1st day of school. Meeting old frens, making new frens. I really want to say that it had been a meaningful year but srsly, it really wasnt. I hope to make dis year a REALLY REALLY meaningful one. I hav over 5xx pics taken in China, for the exchange program and I plan to upload all of them here, after Im done with facebook. Still hav about over 1xx more to go. & just so you noe, im making this post now, of all time cos of something that flashed through my mind... I realised that I've been asking the wrong question for a hell load long time... 'Why dont you trust me'... I reckoned the better question wud be, 'Do you need to trust me?' All this while I asked the wrong question. No one lives on trust, NO ONE can live of trust itself... It doesnt bring you food or money etc. Lies and deception is what is going on every sec in this world. Also, every1 we know is there for a reason. This you hear pretty much daily... But, what if the reason is gone??? Basically, the person is of no use to you anymore. Thats to put it bluntly. Lastly, I feel that its really pointless to feel happy. Cos happiness breeds sadness. Im content with wad i have now, I have a house to live in, a bed to slp on, food to eat, money to spend. I pretty much contented. But, I dun think thats considered happy. Since happiness breeds sadness, then I wun risk myself to play wif it. Just be contented with wad i have. No need for new phone, new computer, new anything. As long as every1 else is happy, Im pretty much contented... Money is really not something I treasure... Maybe not 'treasure' but put it at priority... Money doesnt bring mi anything. Its just another entity that you cant live w/o. If money can make others happy, i dun mind spending it.
All in all,
1. Theres no need to trust anyone, or for anyone to trust me
2. People are there for a reason, once its lost, they are of no use
3. No need to be happy, cos you will ultimately feel sadness.
4. Money is something that I do not put much priority on
5. Hope  everyone will be happy *though it contradicts what i say

So, this is my point of view, some may not see eye to eye with all these, but yea, this is what i feel. Do you think im wrong??

Alas, feel kinda weird... I have no idea whats dis feeling... My heart feels so heavy that its about to sink right through my body.... Just wanna lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling... Doesnt seem depressing, cos if it was realli sadness, i'd now how to handle it... Dun realli feel like talkin to any1 rite now...

Doubt any1 can help mi with dis kinda feeling,
De Pwnager

Such a Waste....

I know this post should be for the China Trip, a loooong time ago, but i shall put that aside for later. Rite now, is more important as Memories in China Trip will not just fool around, maybe like u?? Hmph... How should I start... Lets just say that, I dun mind being ur fren, but what ur doing now is totally what Junhong is feeling... I wouldnt say that mine's much worse den him, nor will I say that he's is worse den mine... That 'lie' in his case lasted 1/2 a year, mine, half a month. Probably you would say that he's worse, cos that's what I felt when I 1st saw it. Then thinking deeper, mine's really not that better off... Its for half a month... So fast... So I've heard ur story & so on & so forth... I will guarantee that no one else will ever know, cos the thing is, '''' I gave my Word''' . Doesnt really seem that bad of my situation, you may say that im petty or whatnot, but, im pretty damn sure that if you were in my shoes, you will at least feel a tinge of what im feeling, even if its just a little. Waited in the library, for more than an hour, its ok if ur late, but this time, its not late. You totally gave no shyt about it. Not even when I messaged you. That you remembered my existence. Ur at another place by then, playing some crap. At that point in time, a surge of ' I dont know what' feeling just flow through my body. Its not hate or whatnot. Nevermind, I let it pass too. Im not a fan of taking a bus for one stop so walked in that damned rain. U said that ur at that location that point in time so I should just walk to that location using the fastest route. Thx to the rain, I had to take shelter and walk the longer route. When I entered, Wow, ur with this bunch of frens.... Maybe not big enough to be a bunch but, yea. ??Group?? So I should really thank the rain, cos if it wasnt for that, I would have chased you like a dog... I really wonder what  my place is in ur mind... You say like its quite the very highest, but this is not what I would've done to a person who has such a place in me.... Or maybe it's just me who would do otherwise... It doesnt matter, cos all people are different, no matter how similar they are. Maybe thats just how you treat everyone else... I wouldnt blame you for that, but im not a fan of being a pet or toy. I can say that I would most definitely not do that to anyone who would claim the place so high up in the ladder. I waited cos you said that triple 11 was special to you, and you did not wish to go out bcos of 1 person. Later, saw you with those people. Doesnt really seem like 'no one' to me. Wasted 2+ hrs of my life away, its what i realised at that moment. I wouldnt blame you for all of this, cos maybe thats just ur personality... Nothing really matters at all... Not to me, at least I cared, and felt like it mattered to me. Right now, my brain tells me that I shouldnt have met you in the 1st place, wasnt worth it. But my gut tells me that nothing should've changed. Normally, I'd just go with my gut 100%, but now, for the 1st time in my life, Im really starting to question my gut... Maybe ur right... I dun understand you... To me, I dun see it that way, I see that I've tried, and will keep trying. But now, I wonder if I can still keep up that attitude... Im a person of my word, when I said that I'll not let anyone know, I meant it.  However, i dun really see the same in you... Its ok, im not pissed or angry... Just.... cheated??? 'Cheated' seems too strong a word, try  ('cheated' ÷ 2). Now, doesnt seem that you will need me anymore cos you have him & other people. I think its about time I've taken my leave.... Maybe ur right... I just dun understand you... Rest assured, I say it for the last time, Im a person of my word. No one will know anything from me about you.. I've placed it in a safe where the key has been thrown away... Maybe the safe itself should be thrown too... Lastly, I was right... triple 11 was still just another day... The only difference, its a different kinda shyt, like how its always different from yesterday...

Off to China!!!!

Lol dun think anyone visits here anymore but I will do this for myself. Im gonna be away from Singapore for a period of 10 days starting 20th Oct, which is tmr. Will check in at 8am, T3. Flying off at about 10am to Beijing. My packing's done and now, the only thing imma trying to remember is the steps for the performance---TKD. Its really not that difficult, but safer is always better than sorry, rite? Im quite confident that our performance will go according to plan. So this blog will be a tad bit quiet during this period. But when im back, there should be at least 5days worth of post ba... AT LEAST... So yea, my snacks all packed, kindda hoping that the food there is edible, preferably nice also... Cos it'll be quite irritating to fall sick when I come back, or evcn worse, fall sick there. Loads of panadols packed. Can last mi a month I think, if i were to use one a day. Also brought along a thick winter coat. Im sure people will use it more than mi. Yea thats about it, so Cya!!!

Bye Singapore,
De Pwnager

Imba Tiring Thurs

Wow, had to make this post on fri cos there realli no time at all to post it earlier this morning... so here it is.

This post is currently being written in Microsoft word and is done at exactly 1.10am. When I said that thurs post was gonna be a long one, I wasn’t kidding. So everything started in the ‘1^st’ day of school after a long week’s break. Came back and had to go to the band room IMMEDIATELY after morning assembly… Wtf, dats dam crappy. Early in the morning go band room 4 fck??? Check bullshyt papers. Cant we like do it in class like wad we’ve done 4 de past 2 years? Y now must be so special de leh? Anws, got back eng, chi, maths and hist paper. All I can say is that for eng, the paper 3 pulled mi down… but paper 3 is like oni 10% so, wadeva la. E maths… crappy + quite imba = average. A mathsà fcked up. Chi… WAS THE FCKING MOST KP SHYT!!!!!! Paper 1 no prob at all, then paper 2… FCK LA!!!!!!!! 39/70. LIKE WTF???!!!!?!?!?! & zai zai c de way the marker mark ard noe its dat china person wif the wig who marked it. NNB! Other people from cui class anyhow do kenna 4x-5x LIMPEH IMBA CLASS FIND IT SO DIFF AND GOT FCKED UP MARKS. Wtf is dis world coming to??? For 2 years, EOY chi got 39/70 for paper 2!!! o0o this ugly fat crap. Hist was totally bullshyt… 25/50 ALL COS OF 2^ND QN!! Knn say I write wrong qn and give L1 & L2. Barely passed that crap. However, CHI STILL MOST PEKCHEK ONE!!!!!! ARH!!!!!! OVERALL 65% NIA!!! Cnt go band 1 liao la!!!!! Pcb.

Then after lunch, slacked a while till 2.30 for CCA Cip. Everyone in my group doesn’t give a shyt. Im trying to help yet they are not helping themselves…. Im not even going, so, fck that. They can embarrass themselves in front of old people for all I care cos I wun be there. After they leave at 3.30, cont slack while waiting for the taekwondo dudes… till I felt like going library to get the air con. Then phillipe say wanna go check. Saw them but abit too late liao. Most left, oni Ryan, Charlotte, Bryan and a few other people left. So he cinchai teach mi some moves lo. Found it quite useless cos its like, when your fighting, will you really go think about using all these moves??? Its be like, fck the person up and destroy him. Wadeva, moving on. Waited for the chers to collect jacket & split into groups. Posted to a group wif Wing Kit, Audrey, Phillipe and 3 other sec 2 ppl. FOUND OUT THAT I WAS SLPING WIF LIANG HONG 4 DE WHOLE 10 DAYS!!!!!! FCK!!!!!!!! Dun even wanna talk about it, but, THIS IS A BLOG! Im suppose to talk about it… He’s a fcking disgusting, talkative, irritating crap that’s bullshyt… Wtf so suay have to sleep wif him… ==

Then on wif the whole briefing. Talk about dos and donts. What to and what not to, the usual shyt. Then when its 7 pm, went to toilet and change to prep for lit Lion King Musical. Went to nearby kopitiam and had a quick dinner, 3 minute quick dinner, 1 for eaiting, 1 for eating, another for drinking. Rushed to MBS at 100km/h. That’s mofo high for my laopei… Everyone kip calling, spam my phone wif message. Then the most fcked up thing was that its jamming at the entrance of the mall… Like, wtf??? Horn simi horn, horn liao everything can move meh??? Bo bian had to get out of the car and walk there… Pretty much ran there la… Into the mall and to the theatre. Kenna the seat next to Mrs Wong Shu Xian or sth laidat. Then sibei tired… The whole musical was good. Nice music + nice effects + nice performers= Imba shyt. After the musical, that’s whr all the crap started rolling in. Harin agreed to go get supper, then search 4 so long till sian. Then he say want go WS get food. He call his laopei and it took him like 30 mins to get there & another 30 mins to get to WS. When I reach liao, ard 12 AM. Then oso bo time go for supper liao, aim for MRT. MRT all down the chiong see if 88 still have bo. Then fck, no transport…Bo bian nid get taxi… from WS to Hougang, that’s fcking long. Price sure fcking high… I oni have $7 notes… Want get taxi oso nid go main road, then chiong to main road… Just so tyco saw a 89. Like Heng Bo!!!! Traffic light turned red, the I was like thinking’ Fck traffic lights’. Chiong over, mai chap cars then gam gam ho, heng heng stop the bus 4 mi… Sibei heng, dk whether to thank Harin or blame him. If it weren’t for him, I’d be at circle line, going off liao, but if it weren’t for his just nice timing, I’d be stranded. But the crappiest thing was that, I got no supper!!!!!!!! Fck that!! Cam home are 12.45 liao, get a bath and be doing this now… So late liao, if still use internet sure kenna kp EVEN MORE BY THE BOTH OF THEM. So I’ll be saving this in word & im fcking tired now. Ending off wif a table of scores… or maybe not. I’ll do the score after all results are checked. Im off for training of taekwondo later… also have cip. Shyt im shag, signing out.

Fcking Tired.

De Pwnager

EOY ENDssss......... Period!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Eoy is offically over. The last paper for the best!!! E maths paper 1 is SOOOOO much easier compared to E maths paper 2 and alot of other subjects... & for now, I'll be busy for other stuff thats not studying... Imma go China exchange program very soon... & probably help out in CCA crap, some bullshyt CIP program. Then have Lit 'Lion King The Musical' coming this Thurs... It better be worth the time and $$ 2hrs for $64. Anthony Tan said it was good, hopefully it is as good as it seems. Still, Choo n Joe sayz will be goin raffles city or sth laidat for buffet. He said it was good but considering the $$ I have now, its pretty difficult for me to even pay for that shyt. I'll just have to go with the flow & try not to spam too much $$ nowadays. Nothing much going on, so theres not much to post about. Will be doing more crap so I can post about it here.

Eat Sleep Play.
De Pwnager

EOY near... Very... ZZZZZZZZZz

Making an update now for 2 reasons... 1. I havnt made 1 in quite some time. 2. EOY dam near now, scared ltr no time so dis... So!!!!!! RATHER pleased wif my current results. Physics get 81% for CA2. Dats... FCKING high since the last time I remembered even getting an A1. Chem test also not THAT bad. Maths for taxation & interest crap get A1, if im not wrong. Chi 13/20 (65%) good enough. Eng compo not dat happy. Zzzz Same old Lee, so stingy wif de marks == Bullshyt!!! Overall, these few weeks have been not that busy, though I should be... Having EOY in less than 2 weeks & I havnt started revising... Btw, My elec humanities, yea, quite fcked up... SS all CMI, Lit, no where near bad***... 6/30, I thought it was the date it was marked.... If dis cont, then I see no point in pursuing elec humanities liao. Also, some good news FOR MI, last chk up show dat i lost 2kg in 3mths... Dats fcking little... But least it show sth. Also show how much more I can work on it ==. So now onwards, I dun think I'll be having any lunch. Occasionally have a little sth to eat but, not gonna eat lunch... Can save quite a bit of $$. Pay off all my debts.

Sth very surprising, surprised mi ytd. Went wif Nic/ Tay & his co. to Fish & co. so I dint buy any food. They asked & I say I bo $$, ofc dats nt true. But They offered mi $$ to buy, OFFERED!!! Seldom see people like this. Rather, Havnt seen people like this. All the people I usually wif is very much de opposite. Realli surprising... Also, I dun realli mix much wif dem O.O Is that good or weird??? Hmph, I would probably find it weird. I myself would NEVER do such a thing... Maybe everyone's different?? You see me lending you $$ one day w/o any effort, you'd think imma little fcked up in the brain. Or isit I think too much, too deep???

Mofo Chi tcher is fcked up... Whats her prob exactly... I tot the people in China all very 'heart warming' de? Y she cnt take a little bit of noise... Been in Singapore too much??? Dun think so. Theres not such tradition in Singapore whereby the people doesnt talk to any1... Other tchers oso never complain so much then you need to talk so much meh??? Sitiing in front doesnt change anything, beside making it worse... Ur fckin mic is the fcked up thing thats making everything so noisy... Then again, in comparison, doubt any of ur cmi equipment can make ur voice louder than mine... What a fail... Go back China & grow some crops or sth... The people around the world are getting lesser food cos of people like you who abandon ur job of growing craops & rice for us.

EOY approaches, & I shall start off wif my revison now... I will resume all posts after exams... I may post some during this period if I feel like it but chances are, I wouldnt... Cya!

Later!!
De Pwnager

Quick Random Update...

So now that the sch hols hav started, there will be a wk of sleeping late & wake up late... So of all the crappy quotes my fren post on fb, this is by far the best. 'Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. Every night the bank deletes every cent of what you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it removes, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. Make the most of today.' 


 Quite true actually... I shall end here... The next post will be a longer one, I promise. Maybe just a guarantee, promise is too big a word to be used here.


Still Alive,
De Pwnager

Long Weeks Ahead!!!!!

So its been 2 weeks since I last posted... So I shall do it now... Fever with 38'C... The irritating crap is the sore throat... Sibei pain == Drink water oso pain, dun drink, even worse... Nows the time to spam fruits liao... So many tests this week also... chi & physics tmr, chem & maths on Friday... Luckily after this week, there will be a relatively long time to relax... Presidential election, Hari Raya, Teacher's Day... WOOTZZZZZ Not much to cover in his post. So Ms Juliana Lee has returned to teach my eng class. Not bad, compared to DK's... Having a compo test next week also, if im not wrong... zzZzz

Next topic, I REALLI hate people who fite... So fcking uncivilised... We're given a mouth for a reason, more than just eating. Cannot talk meh?? CGY, last time I'll be seeing dis shyt from you. If nt, you'll be at de police station begging for your sorry ass...

So down with flu for a few days, still have now... Down, not out... Went to sch as usual, did all those boring crap. 5 tests in 2 days, fck studies. Load of bullshyt. Pcb, waste time on all these fck up things. Knn. Dont push things I tell you. The oni reason Im not even making you cry cos ur blood related. Anything less & I will fck ur world up if u cont doing this bullshyt. What kindda fcking sage are you, want mi pity you, go fck urself. Go to America & ask for de welfare state. Scared of you sibo? Knn whats to be afraid of? Ur blood lj mouth sibo? Im losing patience, dont five mi all these worthless crap, I dun buy it. If I were you, I'd start shutting de fck up rite abt now. Spamming 2 litres of water now to cool off, literally. ITS NOT SO SIMPLE NEXT TIME. Fck the 2pid Kong Zi. Xiao shun fu mu my ass, I cnt w8 2 lay my knuckles into ur face & make you look so fcked up a panda say you have black eyes. Maybe next time I should try SCREAMING ur ass off for a start. o0o you!

Dun Piss Mi Off,
De Pwnager

NDP Singapore 46th Bdae!!!!!!

WaHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Singapore's 46 now!!!! I dont realli care about that, what I care more is the LOONG holiday that it gave us... Shiok la, 3 days no nid come school... So theres not much going on nowadays besides IMBA HUGE AMT of test... Last week had 6 tests... Physics, eng, chem, a maths, lit & ss... Wow... My physics was imba, but lets jus hope that everythin else is done jus as good. Watched Captain America & Rise of the plant of Apes almost consecutively, & both were FCKIN AWEEEESOME!!!!! Not so much for Captain America cos I fell asleep for some minutes... Too tired due to lame Dunman Prize Giving...

However lame it is, I still have to agree that the food there was 99 times better than that of HSC... Hsc is incomparable to Dunman Sec, beside the chairs and tables... Dunman has an indoor basketball court, Air-con Hall, & SHIOK FOOD!!!!! 1 more time is for the room for improvement... For example, they can make a free massage parlor or shared spa.... xDD Next more important thing, of all the life science project I teams, ours was the only one which had a MERIT award!!!!! Others got COP. Luckily I forced most of the team to attend the prize giving, if not nobody's gonna receive the prize...

National day celebration was rahter lame... Sang some songs, which our team did not even open their mouths... Mainly cos that the prize we're gonna get is jus nuts.... Bleh. But what pisses mi off is that there are still some people who dint even put in the effort to wear red... Is that realli so much to ask for??? All of those fckin Chinese dun celebrate CNY? Never buy clothes that has red in it??? Epic fail shyt... Unbelievable... My class LAST YEAR managed to have every1 wear it, isit so diff to get it done wif a diff class... Now I ponder whether if my previous class was better den dis shyt. At least I was able to pinch out a lil bit of togetherness...

Off with the bullshyt, I've heard dis sentence "Knowledge is easy to gain, Wisdom is hard" But ard knowledge is diff to gain, doesnt that make wisdom look a lil too much to ask for???
 'Why is our ring finger so weak?' Try clenching ur fist and lay it on the table... Pull ur ring finger our & try to lift it w/o external aid... Can you do that??? I cant. Ring finger is the weakest finger in ur hands. Besides how it makes my hand look normal, it is rather useless. The ligament of the last n ring finger is attached to the middle finger, making it so weak w/o the middle finger...
 Lastly, 'Why does onion make you cry?' Im quite sure quite alot of people noe abt dis shyt... roughly. So I decided to check it up in detail & dis was the ans... Onions contains oil that has sulfur. This gas irritates our eyes & noses. When it is cut, the gas is mixed with some other chemicals to produce a passive sulfur compound... While rising, it produces an acid upon reaching our tear ducts, that contain water... This produces sulfuric acid... Automatically, the eyes will produce tears to wash it off...

School starts later & I shall be off to bed now. Till next time

Hoping for better days.
De Pwnager

Racial Harmony Week

Yes Yes Yes... I noe that racial harmony week was last wk, but this post WAS meant to be made last week... But srsly... FINALLY, FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, managed to squeeze out some time to do this... This post shall not be quite the same as most of the others... A rather small compilation, over the period of a week or so... So I shall start off with last wk's racial harmony week... There were several occasions/ activities going on, one of which is the 3 racial weddings... Not much comment from me abt dat but yea, not bad as a whole. On thurs was the actual racial harmony day... Quite a no. of people took the time to dress up in the ethnic costumes, these people I give them credit. Others just find some plain excuse like 'I dun have' or 'Im too lazy'. Absolute bullshyt... Just so happens that PE dat day was basketball, & how do u expect mi to miss dat??? Of all dayz, it must be de day when I wear the ethnic costume & not put on my PE shirt... Nevertheless, had a fun time, cos I have not touched a basketball for at least a month... Outcome was that my team lost, due to some team imbalance... Still, I noe it was a close one cos Im playing in that team!!!!!!!!!!!! =D Hai Fiesta also held on the same week, stayed back to watch most of the performances. Saw some talents, saw alot of bullshyt. Esp in the singing part... So many people sounds like they need a paper bad to cover their faces. Good music totally destroyed in their hands... Not known the results yet, so shall keep waiting. In eng lesson about argumentative writing, learnt a new short form 'ttfn' aka TaTa For Now... Thats something new...

Something extra... I know why Gordon Ramsy HATES frozen food now == They take so fcking long to defrost & feel exactly like rubber... The frozen fish I got felt like rubber, smells like rubber, & even looks like rubber == They can totally be stretched... Had a hell of a time cutting them into small pieces... Absolute Crap... Took me hours just to prepare that fish... Tsk, from now on, I will not buy any frozen food unless I really cant find the fresh one... Also, just a FYI for ppl who dunno, I try not to eat instant noodles as much as possible... They are like flour that has already been cooked & spammed with dunno how many gallons of salt and preservatives... + the seasoning, PUI disgusting...

I will start to post some qns & ans that I had on my mind here, just so that I know I've done my research on it... 1st qn, 'Why do people yawn???' We yawn due to feeling bored or tired. Because of this, our breathing pattern slows & we take in less oxygen. Yawning forcefully causes us to take in large breaths of oxygen that our brain needs. Also do you notice that u will 'cry' when you yawn? Its due to the contracting facial muscles that squeeze the tear glands and in turn force your tears out.

2nd qn, 'Why soes egg white turn opaque white after beating???' It is cause beating produces heat sufficient to denature the protein structure that is normally coiled up tightly into a web like structure.

Saw alot of quotes from wad my fren put up on fb, I find them really true so much so dat I must admit that Im guilty of many of them... There’s no point in sitting around and just wishing things will turn out the way you want them to. If there’s something you want to happen, make it happen.' & Be thankful for what you have, you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never ever have enough. How true is that???  A dream will always remain a dream unless to strive to achieve that dream. So many people are also unsatisfied with what the have and want more... The more a person has, the more he will want to get. Think about the people in the other countries struggling to find food and water. & literally eat grass... & here we are, so many people wanna get the latest phone, game computer... How lucky we are we dun even kill & feast on each others flesh just to survive... Sadly, nothing is being done... 


I shall stop here for now & continue the next time I hav time to... Project I stuff will also be included as well, TTFN!!!!!!!

Back to Revising for Tmr's test,
De Pwnager

Its FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!1

Been awhile since I've posted so I shall do it now. Quick day 2day... But totally bullshyt... Pcb A maths test so cb diff... + I so fcked up tired, cnt even concentrate. Sua la, yao siu, knn. Had lunch @ subway, looting their crap. Den went home... Cooked my own lunch... Took more den an hr == Cmi. But at least it tasted good =D De calamaris wasnt bad... Prawns were much much better than the last time I made them. Still could need some improvement. Still dk the qty of water to add to the rice, still under cooked... Zzzz Next time, I do it my way, my perception, my style... Enuf of people telling me how I should make my own food, now, I TAKE CHARGE!! So had a lil tuition, then a lil durian... which kept me awake till now.

Off topic, my snail's not emerging from the shell, its not eating & im starting to lose interest in it... Luckily for mi, this came directly from the wild, so im quite sure if I let it run free back in my void deck, it shall live... Cos rite now, its just gonna rot. Shall pang seh it later today.

Now, I shall speak about things that I seldom discuss abt... People. Its quite fun to talk to people, find out some lil secret. Gives a sense of satisfaction, to me. Sadly, it seems that no one has found out anything much abt mi xD sad, for others. Cos I dun find it useful to have people to noe mi well enuf to sabotage mi. U cnt find out anything from others cos dey dk much shyt abt mi, de oni way, thru me. Not an easy task =D

If this aint enuf, can YOU tell me whats enuf???

@TXE You have the luxury of time till next fri to get what I want... Or what is wanted. Dun bother buying things that you noe I wun wan... So, make the rite decision, for every1's sake. Hopefully you read this b4 the deadline's up =DD

Had more stuff to talk abt bt I totally 4got... Zzz Shall post these 'stuff' in the next post, IF I can remember....Tata, time to sleep!!!

Durian effect wearing off,

De Pwnager