Sec 4 The Next Stepping Stone...

Finally, Our life as secondary students have come to an end... But not our friendship that we have made throughout the years. It is with no doubt that its a painful thing to leave our friends, teachers and everything we hold dear in our school. Secondary sch life will no doubt carry the happiest part in our lives. Happiness, sadness both are part n parcel of our lives, something that all of us have gone through throughout this 4 years... Even though we always complain about the school, about the air-con, the food, the toilets, the whatever stuff we see crap, the moment when we leave this place, we will all have sorrows in our hearts, be it little or a lot. 75% of our life this 4 years have been in this sch, and it is this school that we can call our 'Home'. Its a routine everyday to go to school, to study, to play, to talk with each other. To rejoice on the dismissal on Friday, to drag our feet to school with the Monday blues. But in this 'routine', nothing really identical happens again and again. Everything is different day to day. But what never changed even up till now is the bonds we forged, the memories we made. I have to say honestly, that the thought of leaving this place was a 'relief'. But at the very last hours, minutes, seconds im stepping on the grounds of HSC, I do feel a sense of belonging. Something I believe everyone felt. I guess shedding a tear or two would be only normal, right?? Well, however distant we are, we make up with our always close friendship. The constant bickering with the few people, I say, with sincerity, a real "Goodbye" upon leaving them. Though in a week's time, I'd probably see them again, it would never be the same as before, for we will be fighting the enemy, OUR common enemy, the O's... So I wish everybody taking the O's all the best, and those who aren't, JiaYou in everything they do. A girl, a guy, I would hug with much warmth saying, 'thank you' to them. For without them, we wouldn't be who we are right now. Do not forget about me, as I will not forget about all of you. If ever, the memory of us should blur, the photos we've taken shall refresh our mind. Thank You all, my friends, my teachers, my family... for your time, your patience, your part in my life... Goodbye, as a student, always a friend, De Pwnager

Olevel Chinese Results..

Today was the release Of the olevel chinese... B3 merit... Seriously, M?? Is that all that im capable of?? My oral sux so much?? Even christopher got distinction... I really cnt find any excuse to even cover up this crap. Merit?? I really wonder what ive been doin all this time... Waste of time... What to do..? Merit, B3. A1 is so far away... How do i grab hold of it now... I cant... I really doubt taking 1 more time will help at all... And i dun even noe why i am gonna take it again... Is this whats gonna happen to all my other subjects??? It hurts soo much more than i thought it would. I never, in the 1st place, even thought that it would matter to me at all... Who knew..? Anger... Blame no one but myself... Hitting the wall, the concrete basin, all till my knuckles bleed and sore... Still its not a fraction of the pain i feel inside... The boiling water is but a small sting compared to this boot to the face... I guess ive really been wasting my time... No more.... I will not let my own selfish ego take control of my life... To think that sec 2 wasnt hard enuf a punch... Starting now i WILL take my life seriously, as everyday is my last... No more procrastination!! I will put down this selfish ego to sleep permanently.. Still, a changed ex-convict has to serve his time, i will serve mine... I will put myself through the day with 1 meal, when i return home. I wont eat on school or anywhere outside. I will attend every night class this day forth. A small punishment, only myself to blame... I WILL NOT LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN!! End and Start of Frederick, De Pwnager

Close To The End Of February

Time really do fly... It'll be March in a matter of days... How fast time really flies when we arent aware of it. Its been close to 2 weeks since I last posted. & here we go.. Monday, with a good start to it through PE 2.4km run. This run was much different from the other previous runs. I've learnt something valuable in this particular run. I've always been running 'wrongly'... Though theres not really a correct or wrong way, I picked up a tip in my race against Christina. As I was trying to be in the lead, I used the tip of my feet instead of my usual-- whole foot  on the ground. Its really quite effective... Able to run much faster over a longer period of time, losing less energy compared to previously... However, maybe abit too late to realise that now... Hopefully, theres a re-run for 2.4. Only then will I truly be able to test the result of this theory... 1st time in my life I wanted to run 2.4km...

Next, assembly after recess was rather entertaining... No teachers, everybody making so much noise. Then, I've heard that Elton fought with Xiao Bai, reason is undefined. & to scared Xi En and Samantha more than once... Thats really quite fun xD Math test on circular properties was rather disappointing... Last 2nd qn, apparently Ms Lim had explained it on the board exactly before the start of the test, and I dint know. Must be not paying attention... :/ 1st page lost 3marks... Total of 6 marks gone... D=

Theres a Mac offer for Mc Spicy meal, with the Mc Spicy burger being $2.90 only!!! With my $5, I could probably buy another, but I saved it to buy stickies for her, though its still not sufficient. Had to borrow from Shawn. Went back to school to do a little reading till like 6 cos of her CCA... == Returned to Downtown East to grab some dessert which she treated me... =DD Luckily for me, I dint buy another burger, cos I wun be able to get the stickies or stuff the dessert down. The wait for bus 21 was epic long... 3 Service 89 past and then did it finally arrive... Then went home liao..

Back at home, cos of me talking over the phone, lao bu kpkb for fck. Knn make so much noise. Pcb say I simi cannot concentrate. Fcking hell la, limpeh cnt concentrate meh?? Im living in the 21st century where multi-tasking can be seen EVERYWHERE! Lj olden days cannot study and do something else at the same time meh?? Worse part of all, she had to put up with all those shyt and listen to my crap... Sorry!! >.<" But cos of that, she shared some of her experiences and stuff wif me... Deep enough to be considered deep... Its rare to have people tell me this kinda stuff to me, and they expect me to keep it secret. Ofc I can keep them at the back of my brain, but I dint think anyone would ever trust me enough to tell any kinda 'secrets'. Thats rather surprising... A pleasant surprise. So I guess the days really not bad after all =) Probably a good end to this month. Oh, btw THERES CHEM SPA TMR!!! SHLD BE ASLEEP BE NOW!!! FCK!!!!!!

Thanks Xiao Li =D

Pleasant Memories,
De Pwnager

Happy Belated Valentines Day!!!

Valentine's Day!!! Wasnt able to upload this post cos im too tired.... So im here to wish all a happy valentines, single or not... Thats what I received for valentines---->
Many thanks to all who gave me anything for valentines! Cya

Love's In The Air
De Pwnager

A New Month, So It Shall Begin With Some Immature Ducklings...

This short post shall be a quick update on the previous few days. It begins on 1st feb wed. Crazy ass bunch of dicks think they're almighty, even hit people... Wow, fragile insides I must assume... Cant take some crap of the internet... Pathetic... To think they even stop when I shouted at them, quite an obedient bunch, tho, not my taste. Fcked up hair looks like they havnt bathe since 1999... A warning to all, if anyone does try anything funny... and physical, I may just have to resort to it... Stay smart and dun even try to think of using ur fists. Dumb retain fck, Beat the fck out of ur face, if I could torture you, ur hair will suffer 1st, burn it 1 strand at a time. Every time this kinda thing happens, my blood cnt help but get excited... Makes me tingle all over...

So now, valentines is getting closer and closer by the day. Our class plan to send a valentines letter to Christopher to di siao him... Hope thats fun =D

Back To Work
De Pwnager

Last Day Of Feb!!!

Wow, lots happened last week... But I shall speak of the most memorable day... Friday... Games day on Friday... Quite Fun... Or rather, the most fun day since the start of sch as a sec 4... Im in tchoukball!!! The... Runner Up of the whole game... A total number of 4 or 5 games played on Friday... Im in 2 of that. 4e3 played with 4e1, 5n1, 4e2, 4e4 and 1 other class if im not wrong... The weather was totally fcked up... Rain, then stop... Then rain again, then stop... Fortunately, managed to finish the game... My team consists of Me, Stanley, Jeremiah, Jacob, Xi En and Terence（reserve). Mofo pathetic Lew-ser say 'have fever, cant go sch'. What lame excuse == I've been through fever and still go school... What a weak body... So talking abt Xi En, she did play fairly well against other classes till we played against 4e4. Lolz, I think she conspire with Coster so we lose sia... Bleh~~ Didnt do much to play... Was totally like a 5v6 game. We would've won if wasnt for the extra time... We were really close... SOOOO CLOSE!!! 1 point away from winning! But Stanley miss aim, and drop the ball.. Lost the game with a 13-14 or 14-15 score... Wadeva la, to me its just a game, was important is dat we have fun =D Im not sure about the others but I can say 4 sure dat I did have fun xDD Sadly, had a random gastric pain suddenly when in the 2 games in im... Pui! But alas, I preserved!! Not like a certain Lew-ser... Cnt say its all cos of HER fault cos im quite sure dat I did drop the ball a few times... She did reasonably well in the previous matches... Well, its not the score thats important =D

Also, Ms Iris Chua came to attend the games day, though she just sat there... I think she there to support me!! xDD LOL In any case, I dun get why people like TXE so paiseh... Like no big deal lo... The more u try to avoid it, the more you'll be bombarded... Face it and nothing goes wrong...

I also managed to watch a few matches for handball, 1 from our class... Lol, Our class handball quite a letdown, but still, im sure they did their best... ( That better be the case) Even so, it was quite hiong... all the passing and chionging. Exciting... Still, I have to congratulate the soccer team for making it to the semis as well, I AM sure they did their best =D

So, back to whats happening now... 31st January, a month passes so quickly... Even faster for February... Must really buck up... O's coming. Heavy rain today... Hopefully PE tmr is interesting... Happy Birthday to Shi Ting (yesterday) and Aldric (today). Both probably wun c dis but yea, I did wish them happy bdae, so its de thought that counts right?? xDD Tmr's a wed, I'd probably be watching 'We Not Naughty'... Ok, time to go back to work, tons of work today and even more in the future!!! Gtg, cya!

Work Work Work!!!
De Pwnager

3rd Week Of School?? I Guess

An update on 2day's or this weeks events. I shall start wif 2day.... Nothing special in the morning, went to sch early as usual, since its a wednesday. Slacked around near the PE store as usual... Started off pretty well actually, english.. Then our vice principal came in and gave us a pep talk, all the sec 4 o'levels bullshyt. Also, it seems that Xi En has already figured me out sooner than I expected. Basically, I impersonated Stanley when she told me that she lost her contacts, or so she claimed. I gave out quite alot of hints, giving myself away. But never did I know that she knew that long ago. I would expect her to expose me immediately after she know the truth but that dint seem to be the case. Only till 2day that she exposed it... All thanks to none other than Stanley... Bullshyt, go tell her that its me... If not I wud have had some fun... No matter, just a small prank that went off, nothing special...

Back to the topic! Had PE and ran around school (obviously cutting lots along the way) twice. Felt... Good?? I dun get the feeling at all. Height and weight... maintained at **kg since the dec hols... Theres also the house meeting for the upcoming sports carnival... Dam was that interesting... Me + some others keep sabo chirstopher, make him sibei agitated... & also, need some cheerleading crap... Everyone was ' if u go then i go' Like wtf only... So hum for what... Last year in HSC still so paiseh, like big only meh... In the end, Coey & Christina went up 1st, followed by syafiq n aqil... Cant lose to gurls so I went up xDD Shawn Ng oso... Lol, when I say I mean it, I mean it... Sometimes, people just dun take me seriously.... Just cos I bullshyt alot they think I never get serious... Roflmao... Whatever, so lots of crap just started to roll in after that... Lunch was reduced to just 15mins or so cos of bo liao assembly... Talk about China trip, then Gng come in talk more nonsense... Waste time nia.

Almost forgot... the interesting part of the house meeting did not end there. We were given 4 sports, the regular few all went for tchoukball + ben and caveman. We all say that both of them surely will hug ball so Stanley sibei gl, so snatch the paper and put or names 1st... Then we also need 5 aside, so he put all the last 5 boxes below as 'reserves' LOL!!! Came to a decision, that we should take turns... Lol, like kid only... xDD

Maths lesson... E maths 9/30 A maths 11/30... I Could Have At Least Passed Both Papers If I Wasnt So Careless!!!! FCK IT!!!!! I got most of the shyt there but forgot to put '-' or change whatever crap... ZZZZ So wasted... At least I know where I went wrong, so I wun make the same crap again, thats whats count =DD Physics.... suppose to end at 3.30 but in the end dragged till 4.30... Fck tired & hungry... dint eat for the whole day... Went through some SPA worksheet, get all the main points and stuff... THEN STALKED KEZIA!!! xDDD Followed her to the lounge area outside staff room where she TRIED to do her work... My presence is imba... Always a distraction =D Aim my camera at her, make her so >.<'' haha I did take a picture that I intend to post on fb 1st... I wanna make a storyline of some sort based on the photos I'd taken... xD Should be fun... Then also, got to trick her somehow... 2 bus stops, one directly outside school and another at DTE. I need to go to the one at DTE so purposely, I said that I go home by the bus stop outside sch. Wanting to shake me off, she went the other direction =DD ** So Predictable.... xDDD Conclusion!! I regard it as she accompany me rather than me accompany her LOL

Its late now, so I shall end of here and carry on some other time... Still have physics to revise... Btw, I FINALLY GET THE FEEL OF TRIGO!!!!!! WAKAKAKAKA FEELS SO GOOD... Better than understanding alpha, beta topic when I 1st touch on it... =DD

Physics Test,
De Pwnager