Tuesday, March 15, 2011

1st Day of Hols!!!! Project Imba!!!!!!

WOWWW SEH!!!!! 2day was dam epic... early morning wake up go downtown mac 2 gather... Had breakfast then proceeded to sch... Apparently, it was reach sch @ 8am & be at NYP @ 8.30... Not reach sch @ 8.30am. Though we were still on time, Yuan Zhen came @ 8.30 which made us take de last bus... == Wasted quite abit of time, which was nothing in the long run... When we reach NYP, out mentor brought us to our workplace at Blk Q on the 7th floor. NYP's GIGANTIMOUS!!!! From 1 end of the block to the other is like from 3e2-MPR, or maybe even further. @ the start, theres this assistant who helped to explain & prepare the apparatus. Quite short, around HF's height. Thats why HF was getting horny... xD Cute & have no bangs. Idk why he will like a person w/o bangs but anw, I'll tell her someday... Jazebel that is.. xD HF!!!! UR IN DEEP SHYT!!! xD We have to sterilise the table with a compound ( 70% ethanol). Dam fun seh that liquid... cold cold de & very volatile... HF spam de table till like was completely wet == Then @ the back of the room, theres this HUGE! roll of paper... We call it 'pang sai zhua' a.k.a shyt paper xD Our opic was on toothpaste & so, have to use cotton buds & stuff dem into our mouths to obtain some bacteria. Then, stir thr cotton bud in the 'BROTH' & left in the incubator. 'Broth' is the liquid food for the bacteria to grow/ reproduce. Incubator to meet our body tempt of 37'C, for it to grow in a suitable environment. We will hav to drip the solution tmr into 'SALINE' that we had prepared. 'Saline' is just made of distilled water with 0.9% sodium chlride/ salt. We dispensed 9ml of saline into the test tube with a special dispenser that can measure  a certain amount of liquid. 1ml of the bacteria will be added tmr. Why not use plain water you may ask... So the explanation is that if we place it in just distilled water, it will turn hypertonic & the cells will burst. The 0.9% salt will balance it out. B4 we carry out taht experiment, we have to sterilise our workspace as well as our apparatus. Our hands as well... then HF sibei gl go spray alot of ethanol on my hand... DAM COLD!!!! xD & with that, we ended our 1st part of the day... For a 2+ hour lunch break

NYP has a MacDonald, 口福, & a nameless canteen. All dam cheap!!!!!! McSpicy upsize for only $5.10! Chicken rice for only $2.50! Cheap bo??!?! That 2hour was proven too long for us... We had nothing to do so we explore the sch compound. Theres this sth sth* Arcade. Not a real arcade though. Just a place whr you can buy small items... A mini Challenger inside & Cheers.

When we resumed work, we now have to make 'AGAR'. It is the solid food for the bacteria. Exactly the same item that we used for 'osmosis' in sec 2. But we have to make our own. Agar at 5x'C is in liquid state & we have to pour it into the petri dish & use the Bunsen Burner to burn away any bubbles in the solution. Vk dam bo liao go play with it & destroy cher's sample == Our taget was to make 100 of those with 4 bottles & the end result, a mere 24... With the destroyed Agar, we add some ethanol (flamable) on it... Guess wad, we lighted the Agar xD The ethanol caught fire, a small 1, & produced a nice trasparent blue flame like how chefs pour alcohol on their dishes that gives off a pretty flame. The flame was too weak to be caught on camera & extinguished too quickly... Went thru a lil theory & thats all for the day. We were allowed to stay in the lab after he cher left. So we took some pics & play with the equipments again xD HF, again, found some bullshyt to do... Played around for a lil while till a staff walked past us... Thousgh she never came in, we scared later have some people come in kp us, so we left... Only to find that our decision was rong == We were released 2 hrs+ b4 the bus arrival. So camped at the pick-up point for that amount of time & I slpt... 1/4 of our time was spent on lunch, & the other few hours left waiting for the bus... NEVERTHELESS, ITS DAM FUN!!!!! BLAME IT ON URSELF SEEK!!!!! TOLD YOU TAKE LIAO U MAI TAKE... MUST BE ALL FOR GRADES DEN CAN TAKE MEH?!?!?!

A little sth extra... After thinking thru, I realised that both guys & gurls have to release their reproductive cells... Namely, the egg & SPERM! Gurls thru menstruation & guys thru wet dreams... From this point of view, I find myself rather lucky to be a guy. Cos for a gurl to have menstruation, its rather painful or will cause discomfort... However, for the guys, IT FEELS DAM GD AFTER WET DREAMS, OR DURING THE PROCESS xD. HAHA!

So I shall end here 2day. Btw, all the 'tmr's I used, are all pretty much '2day' by now... Hopefully it'll be equally or much more fun than it is 2day... For other groups who got boring topic for ur project, I can only say> God bless you...

Better slp now...
De Pwnager

Sunday, March 13, 2011

March Hols Have Arrived!!!!! I'd Wish They Were Never There This Year

So here's my time to blog... Been a while thanks to my lao bu who hug the com only at night. March hols arrived, yet have so much shyt to do... Chi hmk nid find out meaning of words for 100 words, maths do 1 chapter on the 10 year series, eng 1 compre. Seems rather little IF I HAD ALL MY DAYS OF THE HOLS FREE!!!! Monday-Wed 3 days of project Imba, Thurs need go for lit de xtra lesson, btw its realli xtra == Now then, I shall officially start blogging...

Thurs was one that can be remembered... Thurs... Started wif PE... Dam fun... Finally got to touch a basketball after 3 weeks... 4 v many gurls = 4 win xD Apparently, I dint gave any mercy... HaHa. Practise standing broadjump. Which I concluded, tore my pants in a weird pattern. So after that went to recess to have my meal... But no girls seem to wanna wear that torn pants to scholl seh... xD Pure hist was rather ok... Then CL time... 4got wad happen but am sure that it wasnt worth remembering. Maths then Physics... Physics starting on new topic of the Turning effect... where my IMBA strength was put to use...

But b4 any lesson started, My Govind changed some seats & it seems that Xi En had been bullying guys... O.O Im much surprised by even the thought of that. Its been like forever since i've heard this kindda news. Only bully cases were from guys. So some1 had complained to cher that she had been hitting guys... & quite a few, from what i'd concluded. Obviously it wasnt a real bullying case xD NO GURLS CAN BULLY GUYS... Maybe except their mothers xD I've felt that BAM! on my back & it wasnt very pleasant... So for other guys who arent able to stand much pain, I pity you xD No matter, the only thing im concerned wif is that no matter how hard she hit, I wun be so gay as to complain la... My scream is more than enuf to make most gurls cry, depending on the situation xD

Back to lessons, I was 'VOLUNTEERED' to take part in the experiment... So, my middle finger vs Samantha's pinky... GUESS WHO WON?!?!?! Her xD. Lazy to explain but the summary is that I gave chance... & let her win xD After school, went to KFC for lunch & went JW house play BlackJack. Haha ZY cmi kenna pwned. & noticed that his house hav dis stone/ granite thing. he says its worth $10, 000. Some useless stone costs $10, 000 just cost it can glitter abit? Might as well get a rock & paint glitter on it... Much shinier & cheap. So this ends of for Thurs

Friday! Not much... Lessons are uninteresting as usual so i wun talk abt that. After school went ehub mac wif STANLEY!! It wud seem that if Stanley ever goes out for lunch, it must be a pretty big deal. Talked about the Dairy Farm trip... & a few things I wanna se... hehehe. Then used vk acc play poker. His $5k bo liao xD Went bowling & pwned HF & VK wif just a mere score of 96... their pretty fail. I so long bo play liao still can pwn them, not even wif a score of 1xx. For HF, there maybe oni 2 possible reasons... 1st, she must have distracted him. 2nd, they are not meant to be & she is supposed  to be wif ME!!!!!! xD I bet the 2nd reason is much more possible... So they watched movie & bought tickets. Left their bags there... HF wanna act man & carry 2.... GODDAM LIGHT BAGS WHILE I CARRY HEAVY SHYT!!!!== But nvm... for that, he paid for my bowling 'fee'.

Out Of The Box Time!!! Japan had been struck by a 8.9 magnitude earthquake which brought about tsunami... Quite unsurprising, considering their location. But though the quake was rough, I must say that they are prepared. There are always casulties in a natural disaster but their death count is expected to be only up till 1k. Sure thats alot, but look @ their population... Millions... What I worry for  them the most is not those who died, rather, those who survived... Their vehicles were just washed away like rubber ducky in a bathtub & crashed into houses etc. Even if the building did not collapse, they wud have no electricity or fresh water supply. Even wif all the rations sent by the other countries, I dun tink it'd be enuf. But still, they'd been thru much worse, I have faith that that will make it thru =D & seriously, dun take Singapore's location for granted. Surrounded by other coastal islands. What makes you think that it'll last in this way forever? Someday, there might be a tsunami large enuf to overcome the islands, leaving SG vulerable. You never noe... Cherish wad you have now & never regret. Many people stated the uses of regret but I state 'Prevention is better than cure' The best is never to regret at all... No one is perfect & we all make mistakes, learn from them... But wun it seem much more perfect if we made the right decisions & dun make mistakes/ reduce mistakes. People make things better, all for striving towards perfection, something that will never happen. But it doesnt stop any1 from getting better... Iphone will slowly get better... Iphone, Iphone 2, Iphone 3 etc.

What You Have, Others Might Not Have,
De Pwnager

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

What A Day!!!!

So, probably quite boring 2day but i shall still blog sth out of it... So Thx Fionn Lui for de card though its REALLI NOT MUCH... I shall still accept it... EVEN THOUGH ITS STILL REALLI NOT MUCH. Maths 1st. Nth much, jus de usual thins... do assignment. Chi nex. Quite fun... Or rather, quite slack. Jus did some corrections on the compo which I got ONI 28!!!!! WTF?!?!?! CNT GET A 30/40??!!?!?! Wadeva... Cher bo like mi oso bo bian... Lit, boring... Nid return sch on Thur March hols for xtra lessons, 12- 4. English wasnt much fun 2day cos Ms Hanna wasnt in. So went thru the test which i got 24/50?!?!?! WTF OSO!! Y ALL DE TESTS CNT GIVE MI ABIT MORE MARKS?!?!?! DIU! Chem was much fun... but its realli slack actually... Mr Tan not in but he wans us to buy de chem 10 year series which was not in stock. So, nth do... We slack & talk here abit walk there abit. Then Ms Tan relieved us. Took my bread... == Eat oso buai sai... Women... They wun ever understand a guy's appetite xD So after that went briefing... LoLz seh... Mus go back deuing Match hols from Mon-Wed 8-5pm... Sian seh... Then go eat liao...

There seems to be a rumour that I like Seek... xD Much fun eh... I shall agree to that rumour & c how thins turns out... HAHAHAHA ROFLMAO SIA!!!!! In the end, people cnt realli make any real stand on whether its true anot... No one realli believe wad i said so its like ' U like her arh?' "No" 'I dun believe you' xD From de 2 years or more experience wif mi, they think dat its unlikely i will like any1, but find it hard to NOT believe xD Seriously I wanna noe the ending... I shall play along & hopefully can get every1 to believe... Then, BOOM!!! xD PWNZ! HAHAHA. 'Believe' is such a dispicable word... But I like... Dun put all ut trust into me... But then again, dun totally block all my words out... It'll do no 1 any good. So, learn when to trust, what to trust & what to take wif a pinch of salt. I realli dun trust much people unless theres a need to... thats 1 of my MANY strengths dat I cnt seem to remember xD I wun believe any1 words so easily... If u wan me to believe any1 words completely, find me a person hu had NEVER told a lie before. Impossible... You reap wad u sow. What you do is wad u get. What u believe ISNT always wad will happen. There is no such thing as a trustworthy person, oni a more trustworthy person. Compare a guai guai kid like LKK wif me, which is more trustworthy? Obviously every1 will choose him over me, but does that mean that wad he said is ture & wad I say is false? No... You never noe. Whats seems better isnt always better. People just choose it to feel safer. Every1 needs to cling onto sth in life to continue, w/o that motivation, there will be no progress. As for me, I cnt say that im totally standing on the air, but I'll make the right decisions whenever the need arise. Can you do that?

Theres always a choice, Are you able to make the right one,
De Pwnager

Monday, March 7, 2011

WoooHooo!!!! 4th March!! Bdae + Games Day FTW!!!


Wootz my birthday + Games Day on Friday!!!! DAM SHIOK!!!!!!! Early in the morning went to downtown mac & slowly ate my brakfast meal... which proved to be too much for the upcoming game. So a few other people came to mac, the whole place was just swarmed with HSC students, sec1-5. Got there & was pretty much a waste of shyt time... Mr Gng wan us to squat/ sit on the floor & will not cont wif the flag raising till every1 does so. Wtf? Cant you just get over it & save ur pitiful ears from all our whining? Then, you urself whine abt us whining... Dats just plain sad... So, wadeva... Next, our pratice began... had a quick match wif 3e5 & 3e1 b4 our real match... I thought the 3e1 team would be like last time, all made up of girls + davis but was quite wrong. They got Ce Han, Davis, Daniel, Nasrum & Bernice Goh o.O Dint expect that to happen but nonetheless, we still won wif a 19-10, 10 points lead. During the game, Davis knocked into me but not surprisingly, he fell down, wif mi still as still as a log ROFL! The power of De Pwnager xD Jeremiah was dam gay... Almost like 1/2 of the points scored was by him... & Stanlet de catching was not bad... All of dem kip aiming on 1 side of the court while me & Nas on the opp. side xD So can be considered quite slack. After the win, sped to the 100plus drink station & claimed my drinks, which proved to be insufficent == Got to the soccer match wif a mix of chers + students. Quite alot of chers so i shall not mention. So Mr Seow asked if we wan a match wif de sec2 champs... Agreed but dint play for long... So many people wanna play, sibei luan. & it seems that they are all frm volleyball, which will be more challenging... After that, gathered around the tentage, had a tug-of-war... Purple oni won 1 against yellow... Red were the champs. While giving out the prizes, they only gave out the prizes for the champs + 1st runner-up!!! WTF?!?!? How bout the 3rd? Not even a bronze medal... & guess was, the 1st runner-up got to share a small silver trophy & got only a pen each... how sad. Took shelter from the glaring heat under the trees till all prizes were given out. Purple won overall... Not surprising, from the one whom have so many classes of the same house entering the finals. & frizbee? From sec 1-3 all the runner-up + champs all were from purple... How could we not win wif all that? Was perspiring liek a stuck pig under the sun... All wet & sticky == So after dismissal, we went to the food court in downtown. Ate chicken rice. & di siao stanley. Wan him to get Seek de iphone jus cos he said that her phone's cover was nice xD So Seek dw lend den i took his $8 xD. Chged into my home clothes after that... & went to Seek's hse... Lied on her bed which pissed her off quite abit xD Slack arnd as usual... & sth fun happened... MILTON BROKE HER CHAIR!!! Every1 tried fixing... all except Jw who sat in the air-con room comfortably. & the tools? Lolz, she dun even hav a drill to drill screws... Hammer dun even hav a fork behind it. Manual labour time!!! So wasted some of the time there... Also, vk pluck stich'es 'brain' out xD & begged for the chips... Played Daidi... & for som reason, Emily kept winning... Apparently, it wud seem most probable that all her luck was stored 'ER HEM!!!' ( U all dunnid to noe xD) Cb Jw mai let mi win.. Knn buai sai go home... kenna spam call by lao bu o0o up de @$$.

So I shall end it off with a happy belated Bdae to melissa lye yi ling... + Tq to Seek, Emily & PZ for that book. & Jw as well... As for the muffins, UR MUM! I take it as ppl dun wan & gladly accepted them. Lee Hong Hui & Melissa Lye!!!!!!! U BETTER GET MI A GIFT!!!!!!!!!!! ALECIA & FIONN AS WELL!!! & so passes my bdae, with March hols around the corner... Haiz... So Emily bdae will be IN the hols eh... Dunno wad to get, so at the very least, I shall treat you to a meal. Depending on the situation... So will be goin sch later... Hopefully will be an eventful day =D

Rats Are Plaguing My Void Deck,
De Pwnager

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Gone was the Vice-Chair & Here is the Old Me, the 1 who gl the 'top'

Mon: CL had to copy down a small portion of the 三字经. Then had to understand the meaning... Dam irritating... So PE quite fun, different kindda fun than other PE lessons. Leart how to dance the FLY LIKE A G6!!! Navind DAMMM gl xD every1 bo energy laidat just moving hands oni... so EL discussed abt designer babies pros/ cons. SS also quite depressing... Over 12 marks for 2 SBQ qns, i only got a 6. Wtf?!?! Just pass... & theres still a WHOLE lot of people who also got that mark... I heard that theres only 1 person who managed to get 8. A few students got 7, and quite a no. of students also failed... Haiz... After lunch was maths. Maths starting on a new topic: sth equations... So assembly talked abt games carnival & its plan on friday FTW!!! Went back class to have my v-chair taken off... & to pass it to who??? None other than Imba Kia the kid!!!! WOW!! Who'd ever expect him to ever be the v-chair... I knew my position wun last long, its based on popularity, not statistics... But seriously, who knew??? I never expected it. Neither do I think that the choice is gd. Apart from my gl attitude, Mr Lim says that the reason he was promoted was cos of his 'IMBA' results! OMH!!! Gd results???? Better results doesnt mean its good. He has yet to step on the top of the class in terms on results... & seriously? Do you deserve the position of the v-chair more than me? I think not. U've just been showing ur nice lil angelic form for soooo many different types of ppl to see... Ur 'devilic' side, may not seem to be soo much worse than me, but then agn, is dat realli better enuf for that position?? For all I noe, theres no 2e1'10 in 3e3 who is capable of handling this position. I shall see how you can cope with dis position. For the past 2 years, I was always creating the trouble for the 2 in the class. & sadly, I wun chg anything. For me to be the v-chair, it wud seem relatively slack, compared to you cos almost all the time, ITS ME MAKING THE TROUBLE!!!! But since the tables chged, I too shall chg. That wud no doubt give the chairman taking the most... He nows have to do much more than he needed to xD How sharp a tongue can get, much sharper than that of a razor blade... I commend you. As far as I can tell, you dun deserve it any much more than me. Jealous, many might think. But thats alright, I from the others point of view will also sense it. But isit really wad i feel :/ Nope, not at all. I have no intention of being 1, but neither do I have the intention to give you any support. I'd be rather pleased if other people took up that position. You'll feel it alright, slowly but surely. Lets see if ur head is big enuf for that hat. FOR ALL THOSE WHO READ THIS, IM SURE THIS WILL LEAK OUT TO HIM. PRECISELY I NOE THAT IT WILL THAT I HAVE NO FEARS OF SPEAKING MY MIND. NO SURPRISE WHO TOLD HIM IF HE FOUND OUT. So continuing wif my post.... Went to ehub mac & had lunch. Then arrived at Seek's house. (Apparently that CME lesson 2day was quite true...) Fell asleep , but only for a quick moment... But wasnt unfruitful... Once i woke up... SO many thoughts of it came... So much can be achieved wif jus merely a penknife... AS the saying goes' 只要不放弃,铁棒也能磨成针' How much it feels to cut thru bone wif one... That aside, doesnt matter who takes the post, as long as the person can handle it, its gd enuf 4 mi. But im questioning your resolve... Can you do it??? Prove to me that you can.

I dun own masks to cover my face, THIS IS THE real me,
De Pwnager

Saturday, February 26, 2011

BORINNNNNG DAY!!!!!!!!... NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pretty Much The Contrary

I shall start off wif Friday 1st. So All Fridays,be it odd or even wk, is all 3 subjects. Started wif a Maths test... I guess I can get A1 for simultanoes linear eqn, but i think i lost atl least 3 marks due to the last qn ==. Wanted me to use inverse method to solve a problem sum, but just so coincedental that I 4got the method after I saw it... ZZZ If the ans is wrong, then all 4 marks is gone... How sad... Chinese next EVEN MORE FCKED UP!!!!!!! MCB! 29/50??? SMLJ is dis kindda shyt marks... I was thinkin of a b4 AT THE VERY VERY LEAST!!! 30/50??? I totally hate the compre!!! I tot de ans isnt totally lifted from de passage but in the end? EVERYTHING WAS LIFTED!!!!!!! Then the qn that nid explain the meaning of a word or phrase, total bullshyt! Everytime Cant seem to even score 1 part. 4 marks gone just cos of shyty vocab... NNB 4 marks LEH!!! 2 grades apart!!! o0o up ur ass cb vocab. Cut my paper. Then had eng... FUN SIOL!!!! Eng grand review.. I dun tink can get A but pass wif a B, I hope so... After that, Cher wan us to write a compo on the topic' Write about a time when you were laughing at an imappropraite momment'. "Inappropriate" for all 2e1'10 ppl seems so much different than the others, noe wad I mean xD All fun thoughts start rolling in, me & vk kip laughing non-stop!!! Till cher sibei pissed off xD Ideas eg. 'When I enter CCA room, a student riding a cher' & 'on the bus very cramp so kip squeezing melons' ROFLMAO! & guess what? (Dun guess) I wrote about the one on the bus... Wrote about "me" + class went on a bus after exams. Very cramped, so BOOM!!! melons of the head prefect, as well as classmate, start exploding.. So took quite a long time b4 finally managed to finish cos of the bullcrapping xD So went to KFC & eat lunch, went home... lao bu spam call mi till sibei pek chek...

Sat: epicly day... Went to tuition in de morning, came back & use com... CZY posted sth about de slut n locks thing, so i went & comment on it. De convo led to condoms which we talked abt... Then it kept goin for quite a long time, & for a few posts... xD DAM FUNNEH!!!!! If you readers wanna noe wad happened, go to either mi or his wall to c... 2 post, 1 about a lil more than 50 comments, the other, 3x more... 160 comments laidat. I shall not alaborate on it cos the summary of the whole convo will be about 3 pages of A4 font size 12 paper. Jian Wen says he wasnt siding CZY but it seems to me thats he is... His intentions were realli much done the opposite But still, his words made matters worst for CZY, from my point of view... Y so serious??? HAHAHAHA  I thank you CZY 4 making dis supposedly booring day, so coulourful & wonderful... I havnt had such a fun convo since sec 2... Looking back, Sec 2 having this kindda thing happening was more of a routine than a pastime... xD So Christina, does dis show the amount of 'class spirit' u were speakin of?? This kindda things are wad of 2e1'10 has, or at least what existed. Sec 3, the class overall is rather quite, if not for the 2e1 brats there xD. I wonder how sad it is in 3e2... whr theres oni a couple of 2e1 ppl there... Shall end of here.. no ver long post, but then, quality aint quantity... U cant say a day is boring even though ur trapped between four walls or ur hse... btw, finished gundam 00 both seasons... Now dk watch wad anime liao... zzz I shall slowly c, till then!

2day RocKs & stoneS & PebbleS,
De Pwnager

Thursday, February 24, 2011

wed... intriguing

very late + tired... shall edit ltr 2day

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mr govind's class 1st... quite pissed, eh he. alot of people never bring de physics book & few people never do ws... whole class was rather quiet throughout. pure chem. had a level test which proved to be rather difficult, but not up to the point where I thought it wud be. Maths dint prove to be much fun either. All the normal average things happening all day. Cher go through, paid some attention, probably did some work. But during the 30mins or so free time, watched the sex change Regina post on fb on Zhi Yu de ipod. Laughing all out asses off. Then, SS had a small test on SBQ human population. Rather plain & not very 'coulourful'. Nothing much to elaborate on the sources, & that cartoon was pretty much a fail. Forcefully squeezed out a few elaborations. Then, went to mac & had lunch. Watched the sex change vid again but wif some other people. Still laughed our asses off. Slacked @ library enjoying the air-con. Epic waste of time. So went Seek de hse after her PC. ROFL EPIC FAIL SHYT!!!!! KENNA PC SIOL!! I up to now dint even kenna any official PCs. 2+ years in HSC & bo PC... Imba bo... No wonder im called de imba pwnager. Burnt time doing the usual talkin, fooling around bullshyt. So went home & watched about 1/2 the Gundam 00 season 2. Then abit of hmk, abit of that, and thats about everything... What a monotone rhythm of my life. Wed all quite relax, but then, nothing do. People are all complains & no actions. Every single bit of thing must complain de. When theres alot of work & we're very busy, we complain that theres insufficent time & life is very busy. But when we're given time, we cant find anything to occupy that time & so, start complaining again. Complain that life is a waste of time, that its boring and uninteresting. So intruiging... If all people can do is complain, then thats rather no reason why people should live. Living a life of misry... Might as well dun live & reduce the needs of a person. Less carbon emission, less education, which means less paper needed, which means less trees getting chopped. Less food needed, which means less animals slaughtered for our cause which means less caron emission, which means slower rate of global warming, which ultimately means others have a better chance to live a better life. So, in life, stop complaining & do something about it. Theres absolutely no differece in a person whos gone from the face of the earth. Make the best out of everything and as meaniggul as possible. If you cant find fun in living, i suggest that you dun live. Give others who wans a better life, others whos not afraid to take actions, others who wud rather put in effort rather than complain what they deserve...

Sometimes I hate every1, including myself for everything,
De Pwnager