A New Month, So It Shall Begin With Some Immature Ducklings...

This short post shall be a quick update on the previous few days. It begins on 1st feb wed. Crazy ass bunch of dicks think they're almighty, even hit people... Wow, fragile insides I must assume... Cant take some crap of the internet... Pathetic... To think they even stop when I shouted at them, quite an obedient bunch, tho, not my taste. Fcked up hair looks like they havnt bathe since 1999... A warning to all, if anyone does try anything funny... and physical, I may just have to resort to it... Stay smart and dun even try to think of using ur fists. Dumb retain fck, Beat the fck out of ur face, if I could torture you, ur hair will suffer 1st, burn it 1 strand at a time. Every time this kinda thing happens, my blood cnt help but get excited... Makes me tingle all over...

So now, valentines is getting closer and closer by the day. Our class plan to send a valentines letter to Christopher to di siao him... Hope thats fun =D

Back To Work
De Pwnager

Last Day Of Feb!!!

Wow, lots happened last week... But I shall speak of the most memorable day... Friday... Games day on Friday... Quite Fun... Or rather, the most fun day since the start of sch as a sec 4... Im in tchoukball!!! The... Runner Up of the whole game... A total number of 4 or 5 games played on Friday... Im in 2 of that. 4e3 played with 4e1, 5n1, 4e2, 4e4 and 1 other class if im not wrong... The weather was totally fcked up... Rain, then stop... Then rain again, then stop... Fortunately, managed to finish the game... My team consists of Me, Stanley, Jeremiah, Jacob, Xi En and Terence（reserve). Mofo pathetic Lew-ser say 'have fever, cant go sch'. What lame excuse == I've been through fever and still go school... What a weak body... So talking abt Xi En, she did play fairly well against other classes till we played against 4e4. Lolz, I think she conspire with Coster so we lose sia... Bleh~~ Didnt do much to play... Was totally like a 5v6 game. We would've won if wasnt for the extra time... We were really close... SOOOO CLOSE!!! 1 point away from winning! But Stanley miss aim, and drop the ball.. Lost the game with a 13-14 or 14-15 score... Wadeva la, to me its just a game, was important is dat we have fun =D Im not sure about the others but I can say 4 sure dat I did have fun xDD Sadly, had a random gastric pain suddenly when in the 2 games in im... Pui! But alas, I preserved!! Not like a certain Lew-ser... Cnt say its all cos of HER fault cos im quite sure dat I did drop the ball a few times... She did reasonably well in the previous matches... Well, its not the score thats important =D

Also, Ms Iris Chua came to attend the games day, though she just sat there... I think she there to support me!! xDD LOL In any case, I dun get why people like TXE so paiseh... Like no big deal lo... The more u try to avoid it, the more you'll be bombarded... Face it and nothing goes wrong...

I also managed to watch a few matches for handball, 1 from our class... Lol, Our class handball quite a letdown, but still, im sure they did their best... ( That better be the case) Even so, it was quite hiong... all the passing and chionging. Exciting... Still, I have to congratulate the soccer team for making it to the semis as well, I AM sure they did their best =D

So, back to whats happening now... 31st January, a month passes so quickly... Even faster for February... Must really buck up... O's coming. Heavy rain today... Hopefully PE tmr is interesting... Happy Birthday to Shi Ting (yesterday) and Aldric (today). Both probably wun c dis but yea, I did wish them happy bdae, so its de thought that counts right?? xDD Tmr's a wed, I'd probably be watching 'We Not Naughty'... Ok, time to go back to work, tons of work today and even more in the future!!! Gtg, cya!

Work Work Work!!!
De Pwnager

3rd Week Of School?? I Guess

An update on 2day's or this weeks events. I shall start wif 2day.... Nothing special in the morning, went to sch early as usual, since its a wednesday. Slacked around near the PE store as usual... Started off pretty well actually, english.. Then our vice principal came in and gave us a pep talk, all the sec 4 o'levels bullshyt. Also, it seems that Xi En has already figured me out sooner than I expected. Basically, I impersonated Stanley when she told me that she lost her contacts, or so she claimed. I gave out quite alot of hints, giving myself away. But never did I know that she knew that long ago. I would expect her to expose me immediately after she know the truth but that dint seem to be the case. Only till 2day that she exposed it... All thanks to none other than Stanley... Bullshyt, go tell her that its me... If not I wud have had some fun... No matter, just a small prank that went off, nothing special...

Back to the topic! Had PE and ran around school (obviously cutting lots along the way) twice. Felt... Good?? I dun get the feeling at all. Height and weight... maintained at **kg since the dec hols... Theres also the house meeting for the upcoming sports carnival... Dam was that interesting... Me + some others keep sabo chirstopher, make him sibei agitated... & also, need some cheerleading crap... Everyone was ' if u go then i go' Like wtf only... So hum for what... Last year in HSC still so paiseh, like big only meh... In the end, Coey & Christina went up 1st, followed by syafiq n aqil... Cant lose to gurls so I went up xDD Shawn Ng oso... Lol, when I say I mean it, I mean it... Sometimes, people just dun take me seriously.... Just cos I bullshyt alot they think I never get serious... Roflmao... Whatever, so lots of crap just started to roll in after that... Lunch was reduced to just 15mins or so cos of bo liao assembly... Talk about China trip, then Gng come in talk more nonsense... Waste time nia.

Almost forgot... the interesting part of the house meeting did not end there. We were given 4 sports, the regular few all went for tchoukball + ben and caveman. We all say that both of them surely will hug ball so Stanley sibei gl, so snatch the paper and put or names 1st... Then we also need 5 aside, so he put all the last 5 boxes below as 'reserves' LOL!!! Came to a decision, that we should take turns... Lol, like kid only... xDD

Maths lesson... E maths 9/30 A maths 11/30... I Could Have At Least Passed Both Papers If I Wasnt So Careless!!!! FCK IT!!!!! I got most of the shyt there but forgot to put '-' or change whatever crap... ZZZZ So wasted... At least I know where I went wrong, so I wun make the same crap again, thats whats count =DD Physics.... suppose to end at 3.30 but in the end dragged till 4.30... Fck tired & hungry... dint eat for the whole day... Went through some SPA worksheet, get all the main points and stuff... THEN STALKED KEZIA!!! xDDD Followed her to the lounge area outside staff room where she TRIED to do her work... My presence is imba... Always a distraction =D Aim my camera at her, make her so >.<'' haha I did take a picture that I intend to post on fb 1st... I wanna make a storyline of some sort based on the photos I'd taken... xD Should be fun... Then also, got to trick her somehow... 2 bus stops, one directly outside school and another at DTE. I need to go to the one at DTE so purposely, I said that I go home by the bus stop outside sch. Wanting to shake me off, she went the other direction =DD ** So Predictable.... xDDD Conclusion!! I regard it as she accompany me rather than me accompany her LOL

Its late now, so I shall end of here and carry on some other time... Still have physics to revise... Btw, I FINALLY GET THE FEEL OF TRIGO!!!!!! WAKAKAKAKA FEELS SO GOOD... Better than understanding alpha, beta topic when I 1st touch on it... =DD

Physics Test,
De Pwnager

Using Handphone Rite Now!! =D

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1st Day of 2nd Week Of School + GCE O'levels Result Day

So this is officially the 2nd week of sch... The pace is beginning to pick up... Most obvious in maths... To start things off, im quite sure that things will get alot faster than now in a few more weeks, or even days... Im ready for it!! Bring it on babe!!! Chi cher, I have no idea who its gonna be due to the constant changes. Other subjects pretty much the same as the previous year, except I expect it to go dam fast soon... School will end at 3.30 everyday except wed 2pm and Friday 12.30pm. I suppose going home later.... Sooo much later is really no big deal in this year. With added chi class on SAT 8-10 every week. No complaints... ( My Ass...) Doesnt matter, wif or w/o complaints, life goes on in this routine.

Back to the main topic, today is the GCE O'levels result day. I assume everyone of the ex sec4/ 5 in our sch was present. There were of course those who did well... 8 Distinctions.... Fck hell, I hav no idea how they are able to do that. However, looking at the overall result of the school, 17 points.... Thats really kindda crappy. Im not saying im able to do better, but compared to the national score... going to a gd JC is off the list... Saw that most of the % passes of Express & NA are higher than the national standard. Maybe I shldnt use most... SOME is more appropriate. % of distinctions, as I expected... crappy... Some subjects dint even make it to have one distinction... Lol thats sad... Basically, the score for this year is crappy... & from the statistics, the score had been rolling downhill... The pressure is on to us sec4 2012...

Speaking of pressure, the Higher MT students that took O'level MT last year had also much pressure to feel... Saw some ppl who cried cos of unsatisfactory results... (I shalln't mention who) EXCEPT STANLEY!!!!!! xDDDD B3!!!! So, these few people, some I didnt talk to have the idea of dropping HMT dis year... I myself would find it quite a waste... Studying 3 years, just for this final year and giving up the very last minute bcos of some setback. Isnt that quite dumb??? Waste of time, effort, you name it... If I were them, I wouldnt do such a thing. Letting a minor setback get in ur way of ur ultimate goal... Lol... so short-sighted??? Try getting some specs... U can try contact lens too... there quite the trend now... Since i myself isnt taking the paper, i shall not drag anymore on that subject... Which comes back to this... ''You Reap What You Sow''.. If you really did put in effort and results werent as good as you expected them to be, you will have to buck up and give urself a break... Maybe its cos of bad muck??? Who says luck never goes into play??? 80% hard work, 20% luck... If you have none of the 20%, enough to make you drop a few grades... Ur probably at a disadvantage.. who to blame??? No one... To those who did not put in much effort, less bullshyt dis time... '' You had it coming...''

Well, whats done cannot be undone... we can only look forward to the future and learn from our mistakes... Theres still time to make the changes... But time is not a luxury, not just this year, but everyday... I've seen this quote about sth sth past, then sth sth future, thats why today is called present or some bullshyt like this... This present, did you make good use of it?? Tears will most definitely roll down faces every year, but for what reason, there can only be 2... Tears of joy, or tears of sadness... you choose...

Well, looking at this post, u might probably think that im saying like im some godly saint or sage... No, this also refers to me as well... Thats y i'll buck up and give 200% to my work... No need to prove to anyone, cos, I WILL PROVE IT TO MYSELF! & thats my goal... I do not need any1 to believe in me, as long as I believe in myself, thats good enough for me as a student, as a person... SO PEOPLE!!! TO THOSE WHO READS MY BLOG & THIS POST!!!! REMEMBER TO CLAP UR HANDS LOUDLY NEXT YEAR AROUND THIS TIME AS I WILL BE THE TOP 10 UP ON STAGE!!!! Time to sleep, to start a fresh new day later! Cya!

Prove To Myself,
De Pwnager

Happy 2012!!!

Its a New Year!!!! I havnt touch this blog since the sch hols... & as i have promised, I will make a post to revive dis dead place. So yea, 2011 have flown by the fastest by far, pretty much a blink of an eye... I can still remember the 1st day of school. Meeting old frens, making new frens. I really want to say that it had been a meaningful year but srsly, it really wasnt. I hope to make dis year a REALLY REALLY meaningful one. I hav over 5xx pics taken in China, for the exchange program and I plan to upload all of them here, after Im done with facebook. Still hav about over 1xx more to go. & just so you noe, im making this post now, of all time cos of something that flashed through my mind... I realised that I've been asking the wrong question for a hell load long time... 'Why dont you trust me'... I reckoned the better question wud be, 'Do you need to trust me?' All this while I asked the wrong question. No one lives on trust, NO ONE can live of trust itself... It doesnt bring you food or money etc. Lies and deception is what is going on every sec in this world. Also, every1 we know is there for a reason. This you hear pretty much daily... But, what if the reason is gone??? Basically, the person is of no use to you anymore. Thats to put it bluntly. Lastly, I feel that its really pointless to feel happy. Cos happiness breeds sadness. Im content with wad i have now, I have a house to live in, a bed to slp on, food to eat, money to spend. I pretty much contented. But, I dun think thats considered happy. Since happiness breeds sadness, then I wun risk myself to play wif it. Just be contented with wad i have. No need for new phone, new computer, new anything. As long as every1 else is happy, Im pretty much contented... Money is really not something I treasure... Maybe not 'treasure' but put it at priority... Money doesnt bring mi anything. Its just another entity that you cant live w/o. If money can make others happy, i dun mind spending it.
All in all,
1. Theres no need to trust anyone, or for anyone to trust me
2. People are there for a reason, once its lost, they are of no use
3. No need to be happy, cos you will ultimately feel sadness.
4. Money is something that I do not put much priority on
5. Hope  everyone will be happy *though it contradicts what i say

So, this is my point of view, some may not see eye to eye with all these, but yea, this is what i feel. Do you think im wrong??

Alas, feel kinda weird... I have no idea whats dis feeling... My heart feels so heavy that its about to sink right through my body.... Just wanna lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling... Doesnt seem depressing, cos if it was realli sadness, i'd now how to handle it... Dun realli feel like talkin to any1 rite now...

Doubt any1 can help mi with dis kinda feeling,
De Pwnager

Such a Waste....

I know this post should be for the China Trip, a loooong time ago, but i shall put that aside for later. Rite now, is more important as Memories in China Trip will not just fool around, maybe like u?? Hmph... How should I start... Lets just say that, I dun mind being ur fren, but what ur doing now is totally what Junhong is feeling... I wouldnt say that mine's much worse den him, nor will I say that he's is worse den mine... That 'lie' in his case lasted 1/2 a year, mine, half a month. Probably you would say that he's worse, cos that's what I felt when I 1st saw it. Then thinking deeper, mine's really not that better off... Its for half a month... So fast... So I've heard ur story & so on & so forth... I will guarantee that no one else will ever know, cos the thing is, '''' I gave my Word''' . Doesnt really seem that bad of my situation, you may say that im petty or whatnot, but, im pretty damn sure that if you were in my shoes, you will at least feel a tinge of what im feeling, even if its just a little. Waited in the library, for more than an hour, its ok if ur late, but this time, its not late. You totally gave no shyt about it. Not even when I messaged you. That you remembered my existence. Ur at another place by then, playing some crap. At that point in time, a surge of ' I dont know what' feeling just flow through my body. Its not hate or whatnot. Nevermind, I let it pass too. Im not a fan of taking a bus for one stop so walked in that damned rain. U said that ur at that location that point in time so I should just walk to that location using the fastest route. Thx to the rain, I had to take shelter and walk the longer route. When I entered, Wow, ur with this bunch of frens.... Maybe not big enough to be a bunch but, yea. ??Group?? So I should really thank the rain, cos if it wasnt for that, I would have chased you like a dog... I really wonder what  my place is in ur mind... You say like its quite the very highest, but this is not what I would've done to a person who has such a place in me.... Or maybe it's just me who would do otherwise... It doesnt matter, cos all people are different, no matter how similar they are. Maybe thats just how you treat everyone else... I wouldnt blame you for that, but im not a fan of being a pet or toy. I can say that I would most definitely not do that to anyone who would claim the place so high up in the ladder. I waited cos you said that triple 11 was special to you, and you did not wish to go out bcos of 1 person. Later, saw you with those people. Doesnt really seem like 'no one' to me. Wasted 2+ hrs of my life away, its what i realised at that moment. I wouldnt blame you for all of this, cos maybe thats just ur personality... Nothing really matters at all... Not to me, at least I cared, and felt like it mattered to me. Right now, my brain tells me that I shouldnt have met you in the 1st place, wasnt worth it. But my gut tells me that nothing should've changed. Normally, I'd just go with my gut 100%, but now, for the 1st time in my life, Im really starting to question my gut... Maybe ur right... I dun understand you... To me, I dun see it that way, I see that I've tried, and will keep trying. But now, I wonder if I can still keep up that attitude... Im a person of my word, when I said that I'll not let anyone know, I meant it.  However, i dun really see the same in you... Its ok, im not pissed or angry... Just.... cheated??? 'Cheated' seems too strong a word, try  ('cheated' ÷ 2). Now, doesnt seem that you will need me anymore cos you have him & other people. I think its about time I've taken my leave.... Maybe ur right... I just dun understand you... Rest assured, I say it for the last time, Im a person of my word. No one will know anything from me about you.. I've placed it in a safe where the key has been thrown away... Maybe the safe itself should be thrown too... Lastly, I was right... triple 11 was still just another day... The only difference, its a different kinda shyt, like how its always different from yesterday...